@Cahzabath · desde 2024
I'm not okay (I promise)
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all I've done my whole life was learn how to be just like you & maybe when you'd inherit the throne you could teach me how to act, what to do but I'd rather own your whole dignity steal your legacy what you were meant to be so when you learn jealousy in everything you'll never reach you'd feel it— you'd feel just like me ❝ ℰu 𝗻𝘂𝗻𝗰𝗮 quis o 𝘁𝗿𝗼𝗻𝗼, só queria ser tratado 𝗶𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗹 a você ❞ - lᎧKI Laufeyson ⊹ ࣪ ˖⏱ ୭˚.
Continuar lendoI could patiently wait for the day we'd meet again back when I wouldn't know a thing about you nor your name or the face you'd make when I'd sing you a song of the 80s I brought you back, but you're not the same could I ever change you again? could you ever be the person I loved back then? could I ever win this pointless chase? could we ever exist at the same time and space without feeling weird?
Continuar lendoI will pour every drop of love in your cup then spit and take a sip so before you prove the bitterness of my words I will make sure you don't choke
Continuar lendo5 AM drive you don't answer your phone Arizona nights have never been so cold can't stop wonderin' why you would walk through that door but deep down I know it was all my fault when I said you took it too hard but I know the words hit right where you are at 2 weeks ago and no later it started our country Christmas and nowhere to be found in the stars in my ceilings in your eyes In my body in my momma's love when she said you were family we fell in love by your dirty laundry (irei escrever sobre minha fan fic favorita do meu shipp gay não canon favorito sim ✊
Continuar lendoI got caught up in the moss washed my hands but the oil seeped into my blood and I fought and I ran off but my efforts weren't even enough I got caught up in the lust cut my skin but it felt good also and I did it and I did it over even though i did everything just to to cover it up I got covered up by the smoke I breathed in and out but my lungs could no longer work and I'm too young too young to too young for you too young to be too young to love too young to get caught up in drugs
Continuar lendooh, i was born blue and bloody i had to learn how to breath took me a life or two to move tough nobody wanted to teach me I've been crossing wombs discovered lands all over the universe sailed all the seven seas mined all of the gold but my treasure soon turned into dust cause just like it was meant to be I am a just fool who believes everything i see I had to bleed to learn how to live took me piles of bones and teeth and skin cursed by the gods I gotta be something I'm always on the brink waiting for something new that is just out of my reach I'm always transcending in between ashes and eyelashes opening for a new beginning I have been all beings and I'm always too weak
Continuar lendoblue little bird hit my widow and broke their wing the wind brought it with a lesson slight trouble, through the sky and they said "blue little bird can't fly again" yeah, they said "blue little bird can't fly again" blue little bird in a cage looking fade gray feathers worn out by the rain by the rain, turns night, turns day and they said "blue little bird can't fly again" yeah, they said "blue little bird can't fly again" blue little bird singing along to the whispers among the trees where the memories of feelings lie to rest and the memories of feelings It's the only thing left
Continuar lendoGod, I wish I was a star somewhere out of your radar I would hide behind the moonlight you could never tell who am i you could never tell what's like give up on living to survive because if my life is your life I'd rather die
Continuar lendoI cut my hair once a month but the cut never feels deep enough I don't dare to get it too short cus they would all say that I'm cursed and I could cut my wrist once a day yet they would only notice the way that I look blindly guide me through the church and blame the devil for the things I felt maybe they're right, cause I feel like hell
Continuar lendoIt's dumb of me to think about someone so far from my dreams emphasizing that I exist but it takes a lot to convince me that this is not love, what I feel yeah, it takes a lot, it takes a lot I threw out a rope and hoped you'd tie a knot
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